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Thursday, November 20, 2008

my soul painting

a soul painting, according to the wise sages of my life, is a visual representation of your soul. an tangible snap shot of the intangible heart, thoughts, desires, hopes, dreams, weaknesses, callings, and everything else.

This is mine. The Sun Dancer. Not my original painting. Or even my title. But it's me just the same. Whatever gifted artist in the unending world of cyberspace created this painting, bless you for your gift. You must have known me.

A sun dancer. Not the light. Not the source of the light. But one who calls in light, radiates it, walks in it. Surrounded by it, she isn't burned by the overwhelming power of the light. She dances in it.

As i irresponsibly and wonderfully leave behind convention, security, stability, and predictability, i hope my true soul, my sun dancing soul, becomes more present on the surface. The cubicle cocoon is breaking. The beautiful claustrophobia of Logan is no longer limiting me. The dysfunctional security of what i wanted is making way for what is really there.

It's time to dance.

2 comments:

Cygnus said...

seriously, we're going to miss you down in salt lake! i'm excited to keep up with what you're doing, where you are, how you're doing, et al.

by the way, your "secret blog" isn't all that secret. :)

keep in touch, shai. i wish you well.

Julia said...

Beautiful Shai! I miss you!!
here is my blog - youlovemylife.com